Christmas honestly disgusts me now. It’s not the same like when we were kids. All the stress over gift giving makes me want to throw up. I’ve never been one to be sad or disappointed when I didn’t get something I wanted. My parents used to take us to the homeless shelter to teach us about giving to those less fortunate. I love giving people things they deserve/want but I hate caring so much about whether they will be happy or not. I shouldn’t have to worry about that. I don’t expect anything from anyone and I can honestly tell you that if I didn’t get one thing this year then I’d be 100% okay with that. Sure, I love getting new things but that’s not what Christmas is about and I don’t care about presents. It just causes stress. How much should I spend? How much did he spend? Can I afford that much? Do I want this? Does he want this? Will he be disappointed? Will she like this better or this better? Gluttony and Greed, I tell you. Makes me want to gag.
